Taking Death to Parties – Why Mentioning a Loved One Who Has Recently …
If you have recently lost a loved one and you are expected to attend a social event:
Be warned: the people who you are spending the event with may not realize the importance of mentioning your loved one. Instead, they may think that by not mentioning him or her, this will be better because they dont want to hurt you or make you cry. Now, this may be A-Okay with you.
But if it isnt and you discover, to your growing disbelief, that everyone is politely avoiding the elephant in the living room – the fact that you have recently lost a meaningful person (or pet) in your life – you have four choices:
1. You say nothing and internalize the hurt and anger (not recommended).
2. You say to someone that not mentioning your loved one really hurts.
3. You bring up a memory of the person yourself and proportion it.
4. You leave – either in agonized silence or after a spectacular hissy-fit (highly recommended – please see below).
If you are hosting a party or family function and one of your guests has recently experienced the loss of a loved one:
Heres a snippet from my personal experience that you may find of use (the following scene took place two months after the sudden death of my 32-year old husband):
HES GONE! I scream, BUT HES NOT FORGOTTEN!
Then I run out of my cousins front door, leaving behind a house complete of family trying to celebrate my mothers seventy-fifth birthday. However, since theres a snowstorm on this particular evening in early December, I have to stop at the front door, after my embarrassing outburst, to put on my jacket, mittens and boots. Only then do I charge down the icy front walkway, stomping as angrily as possible in my new ridiculously high-heeled boots. I climb into my car, slam the door and slowly inch my way home on icy roads.
They didnt toast John! I blubber into the phone from my living room.
Maryanne? says Dawson, on the other end of the line. Whats wrong?
I was (sob) at my Moms birthday and my family didnt already include him (sob) in the toast before dinner. I just cant believe them!
Do you want me to come over?
A few minutes later the doorbell rings. But its not Dawson; its Dales wife.
So they sent you, huh? I say.
Im pretty angry.
Oh, we gathered that.
I cant believe my own family. Not one person mentioned John the whole night – not already at a toast to my mother.
My sister-in-law winces. Everybody feels just terrible about that but I think we all figured wed try and give you a break from the hurt.
Hah! I give a shrill laugh. Well that certainly didnt work.
Youre right. We messed up and Im sorry.
Mentioning Johns name and talking about him, I say, is really important to me because if we dont, hell be forgotten.
You do know, Maryanne, that at that dinner table tonight, John was on every single one of our minds?
I shrug. If no one says anything, how would I?
The doorbell rings. I let Dawson in.
Well, she says to him. We made a mistake.
It happens, he replies. Its hard to know what to say sometimes.
Heres a tip then, I say. Not mentioning John is gonna bury him a heck of a lot faster than the dirt they threw on his grave.
I get the double-goldfish (both mouths drop open). Is the nice-widow façade finally crumbling?
And there you have it. If you are honest and open with the people who honestly love and sustain you, then most people will try and do better – if they know better. Unfortunately, its usually up to the person grieving the recent loss of a loved one who gets stuck bringing death to the party. But already though loss and grief are facts of life; they can be considerably alleviated when shared memories – instead of avoidance – are put on the table.
Because trust me, an elephant in the living room should not be ignored.
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